I am a headache...and it's THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS big...

There are moments in my life sometimes, after a long long night, when relive the even in my head, and I wonder at what particular point did everything go arye(spelling, I know, sue me I can't remember). Almost as if the entire night can be divided into two distinct segments...the dream turned nightmare... And then I wonder if I had gone left instead of right, if everything would have happened completely differently...and of course the answer is yes...but I guess I wish I could go back and see how it would have turned out.

This is an obvious segue to my rant about my holiday experience. But I'm too tired to rant anymore...nonetheless, I need to at least put a synopsis of my evening...for memory's sake. It was at first one of the funnest nights, then was just absolutely abysmal after the"moment" here is a rough sketch of the night's events(my mind is pretty shaky on lots of the details, one, because I was pretty drunk, and two, I just don't remember anymore):

-Went to newport for the 4th, started drinking at about 2PM
-was pretty smashed by 7 PM
-Feelin very happy and very....drunk at 9PM
-Tides changed at about 10 and things were dismal until I got home
-Oh, got pulled over on my way home from one of the longest days ever...just for good measure

I'm not even sure if I'm feelin up to gettin out of the house today, but I must make a few stops here and there...

Somebody please, remove this stake in my temple....

"Don't listen to what other people tell you to do, listen to what I tell you to do"